the passing of a friend

for me it has been whats called the year of the fly's! in 4 months 5 family members and two friends have passed away!, in looking at the people left behind like myself and people closer i have found out a few things that i want to write! the biggest thing thought about is that we wont be able to talk to this person or listen to this person again and that they had so much life in them and its not right, we will miss them being in all the places and what they said,and when we do something they usually did we will remember them the most!,its the loss we feel and its harder then someone you love as a teen breaking up with you because you feel it forever!, it gets easier with time but it never leaves totally, you have lost a part of you and the size of the part depends on how close they were!,if its a spouse you can be totally lost and can only function enough to live! they were that much apart of you! and you can find yourself saying things like "if only" a lot,,, it can hurt so much that only time and support from others can help, time is really the only thing that can help! and even if someone new was to enter your life in the same way,we still and should keep the memories of the departed alive!. we know everyone passes on and you may experience many losses in your life, until your time comes,and then it will be the same for the people you left behind!, but we must remember that we still have life and life to live!,it is our duty to honor to honor the departed by living on, if not for you then for them!

why do i write a blog???????

i think in the beginning i wanted to share my thoughts with others!.....but no one visited the site ? had i done it wrong ? then it hit me i needed to to do it for me! i did not want the site to go to my friends just strangers! im expressing things i dont talk to friends about!? but i have come to a time where i half to put myself and my ideas,feelings,views and more of me out there somehow!! and its comfortable for me to write, i wonder if others share in this need? i have plenty of good friends but i feel i want to be written as a lasting part of me! you see i just needed to say that! but why??

all we are

the only real treasures we have in this world are our family, friends and our memories of what we have done!!!!!! three things, some would say our dreams of things to do but they will be memories too! it doesent seem like much when you look at it!!, but when you think about it its more then one could ever hope to have in this world and its a grand life just to have them!.

taking it all !!!!!

you and your memories are all you really have!! sure you have friends, things, maybe a spouse, but things are just that things! and the people in your life get to share some of your memories! but its you and what you do to make yourself happy thats what you have!, some people just have misery other complaints and thats all they have? what a life! we are here for a blink of time should we not have as much joy as possible!,,i am in severe pain 24 hours a day and when the circle of life is over for me i will say I HAD FUN!!! not i lived in misery or life dealt me a horrible hand so i complained to people and its not my fault!!, we all go through bad times its life but those are only little slivers of time! and if your poor fine i had some of the greatest times of my life when i was poorest!, make yourself be happy its the easiest things to do!, start with a smile you know how to do the rest! and dont tell yourself well im only happy complaining and when people feel sorry for you!!, what do you think others think of you? what do you think of yourself? if you dont know you need to see a doctor but chances are you do! change can happen in the blink of an eye! when your circle of life ends what will you say!

what have we done

i just wrote this post for the thoreau site. nature is pure and being part of yet apart of nature, why oh why cant we be as pure,natures pureness is lasting, forever the same,yet we keep moving further away!, yet we seek pureness? and we think nature is one of our greatest treasures!, WHAT HAVE WE DONE !. MICHAEL JAMESON OLDANTIQUEGUY@HOTMAIL.COM

express ourselves

i read and make observations everyday on henry thoreau's site, there are hundreds of musings and thoughts there yet i and sometimes only one other leave an observation!, the site boasts over 100 followers yet no one has anything to say?, thoreau was a great man with inspiring ideas!, does it not inspire people to use their minds to share their own thoughts and experiences? is everyone scared to share that it might not be good enough or no one will care? i am truly at a loss! i cant help myself but to write something in me that he has inspired me to write! perhaps their is something wrong with me? to give a thought a feeling a view for all to read if they do? if anyone knows the answer please share why! thank you. michael jameson oldantiqueguy@hotmail.com

now that im here

now that im here i want to tell you its april 15 and soon i will begin my posts and i hope you enjoy them in some way!!! so please return, ide like that! thankyou michael