grown up friends

friends from the time we go to school we desire them more then anything!!! we will steal, lie, spend money, anything to get them and keep them ! we dress the same to be part of the "group" and they will judge us on our clothes! friend or not friend? i cant be seen with them if their not stylish!. That is the age when beauty is skin deep!! when i was a kid all boys wore were cords or jeans didn't matter, didn't matter the rich kids in pants went to a different school! but if you were fat or dumb or cried to much the list go's on you had very few friends if any! and how many friends are the same then and now, one none!, as we get older we know why our friends want us for friends! my goodness the crap we went through!,pain, suffering, self, hate, loneliness, lies, to have a friend. and the young regard the old as stupid!.