the loss of laughter

its not right that we loose the laughter we had as a child!! i would giggle and roll on the floor till my sides were sore?,tell people to stop, your killing me!, i still like a good joke and smile quite a bit!and have a little laugh the odd time!, but not the laugh that would bring tears to my eyes!,why?, a few reasons! we had no problems that we had to take care of we were fed,clothed,sheltered! the big worries in life were years away!, we were also experiencing emotions in our earliest years and every emotion was a big release of chemicals, so even when we cried it was for hours sometimes we didn't even know why! and some things we did not understand and you have kids running around playing at funerals and the like. i suppose as a teen you forced yourself not to laugh to look cool!, embarrassment as we age to both parties if you laugh far to hard as an adult?!, plus you always have something in the back of your mind to worry you! i.e. money,people,etc, well i want that feeling back!! and im going to try to laugh and like a fool if thats the case!!! feelings are important to me! as they should be for all of us!, and the more we suppress them the less human we are!.